SHIVA AND SAKTHI

One of the Upanishad explains the sex as like this. The vagina (yoni) is the yaga pit, the male pouring ghee in it and performing holy ritual the fumes are the hairs and in that process the life generates. Continuing this yaga process there is one stage called poornaagudhi. Where the respective sage/priest will offer the amirtha Paagam to his respective god. The god will appear in the fire to receive the amirtha paagam. This is called power of disciple. If we often invoke lord shiva in yaga and offer amirtha paagam then shiva gets strength and becomes strong to answer his devotees. Similarly the amirtha paagam of one’s wife must reach to her husband. thats how shiva (husband) receives strength from sakthi(wife). If the faith and devotion is fake and cheating then husband will not receive strength. It’s like thefting the power from electricity circuit. It is not one has to be a billionaire because of his wifes faith but it’s a matter of devotion and protection. These days iam only seeing father is in heaven and sons are in pubs and parties. We forgot the concept of Shiva and shakthi. Just think when they give initiation they say to us , we should not allow others to sit in out mat. Here how you will receive the amirtha from your husband if the cosmic vibes confused of who is the shiva of whose shakthi ? That’s why we need to invoke shiva to establish righteousness. When we became shiva obviously they will become shakthi. Otherwise one size fits all.

Kalabiras: The Dark Age of Tamil History Part I

its all about the idea of giving back  :) kalabiras in tamil history considered to be the dark age of tamils. most of the sangam lieratures and text were burned and tamils identities and deities were put outside the settlements. when the deities were put outside of settlement it is obivious the people were also put out and used merely for menial works by the new settlers. what happened and who is responsible?  shockingly the man behind this dark age was none other than a tamil himself but spoken sanskrit he is CHANAKYA or vishnu gupta (got a clue). the background of tamil history and settlers could be explained later because its easy, but now i would like to shed light on dark age and to untie the knot.
history says chanakya was born in bihar (first mistake). chanakya the person who ran away from tamilnadu was hiden in bihar. till today bihar brahmins are known for equally ortodox with tamil brahmins. what actually happened? and why chanakya ran away from tamilnadu? its obivious, survival of the fittest. the tamil society was the idealistic society had mostly jains and buddhist, the king and kingdom had no attachment towards the religious affairs, the state strictly followed the secular approach in administration. chanakya from one group of brahmin had a realistic view or a moral free view in admistration and other affairs which only concentrates the winning factor, where as tamil way of warfare is entirely different, tamils put the women and children and old peoples in a safe place and war occurs in the isolated area where only the kings and warriors die. if we see the arthasatra it teaches completely the opposite way of warfare using women and kid as a war weapon. so the ideology clash and personal humiliation of chanakya by rulers who were not ready to accept his ideas made him to move away from tamil land and further more.there is a tamil proverb "the worm becomes the stink bee by receiving continuous stinks". this is what happened with chanakya. the nanda's in the north (sudhras) and pandhyas in the south were the son of soil. others were settlers. both the kingdom was overthrown by a single brain called chanakya. anyone can cross check with the chronology of tamil history and indian history. nandas were the one who insulted chanakya in their court.
surprisingly chanakyas first build empire was not built by a brahmin or satriy ka but again by a low birth person called chandra gupta!. when chanakya was insulted by a nanda ruler in the ministerial assembly, chanakya told them he would overthrow the kingdom itself. as usual they laughed at him and he walked out with great humiliation. while he was walking on the street he found a small boy called chandra gupta (later name, get a clue here skanda gupta) who was bravely playing warrior game with his friends though he was not from warrior class. actually mauriya derived from a word mayura, chandra gupta belong to the class of workers who collect peacock feathers and make decorative articles to home and other places. when chanakya found chandra gupta's bravery he asked his interest to learn the war tactics and other ministerial sciences, chandragupta was ready to go with chanakya and chanakya took chandra gupta with their parents permission. then how this surname gupta came.  the literal meaning of gupt means "away from others" chanakya was away from others, chandragupta was away from others similalry chanakya chosen a group of people and took them away from others and train them in war skills and administrative skills. those people were gurellias and anti-social elements, according to governments. those group of people trained by chanakya overthrone nanda kingdom in north and infiltrated till satavahanas empire the present andhra. from here history book says the remaining story of kalabhiras are from andhra. though they established empire they couldnt able to infiltrate into tamilnadu as easily they had done in other regions. so they settled in andhra and got mixed with cholas. kalabiras= kalapirargal (the mixed race).
once accuried the tamil knowledge and tamil culture, through alliances and merger and accusition they could able to infiltrate into tamil land. if they truely loved our culture and land why they destroyed our literature and text and gods? the returned force from north was a sanskrit force which couldnt able to withstand with tamil text and knowledge. inorder to avoid further confusion and kios along with merger and accutition they deleted the brand name "tamil brand" and cameout with mixed brand name which we are using now. skanda gupta is a classic example.
there are lot of connections and fabrications in tamil history and indian history but chanakya was the single brain behind this establishment of indian empire which was not there in history.

Enga Ayyapan

How many of us know the root of lord ayyapan, this is the history, lord ayyapan was the clan deity of pandya kingdom. As it was familiar in Tamil history there was a constant rival between three major settlers (chera,chola and pandya). When the pandhyan king was thrown out of his kingdom, he ran to chera kingdom and took refuge in travancore. Later on the Travancore king became good friend of pandhya who took refugee and made him as king of pandala which was a part of Travancore and ayyapan belongs to pandala king who was a pandaya by origin. So by history it’s clear.
Now if we go to any temple, we can find the kodimaram(the wooden flag tree) over there, we can find the vehicle of the respective god. if we go to Shiva temple we can find bull, in Vishnu temple one eagle alwar ,similarly if we go to ayyapan temple we can find horse over the kodimaram. Lord ayyapan has got no relation with horse then why there is a horse in kodimaram? There must be a tiger in kodimaram. But instead, there is a horse. We can identify the owner by his vehicle. In every ayyapan temple sastha( is the moolavar) is the god in sanctum, who is the clan deity of pandya kingdom. Ayyapan was one of the princes of pandhala kingdom who renounced the crown and went for ascetic life. This religious group with fanatic attitude changed the statue and posture of ayyapan externally, but pooja’s and rituals are carried out for sastha, that’s why we find horse in kodimaram, remember one tamil rural incident that I narrated about sending the force(he told, I sent my Whitehorse). Basically there are eight guarding spirits for eight directions; sasta is one of the guarding spirits of eight directions.
Now why this change? If the priest is really not powerful he can’t sit near to the yaga pit and perform the yaga, as high the flame as powerful must be the priest, sasta the powerful guarding spirit was made as a child in meditation, though can’t underestimate, it’s easy to play with kid than with the man. Anyway we know the story of ayyapan killing mahishi. I used to ask my mom about the ayyapan devotees in her childhood days and I was stunned by her narration. Those people who take sabarimalai woes were highly spirited people , 40 days they lead a strict ascetic life. This is the real incident, a man had a fight with his wife and wife suddenly holding his maalai (ayyapan rosary) and pluck it, so that to stop him to go to sabarimalai, he warned twice but the fight was increased, suddenly this man sliced her throat and ran into forest, he never came for any of the cremation ritual and his co-ayyapan devotees are asked him to withdraw from the sabarimalai woes because of death ceremony. He told nothing doing, I will not withdraw because it was not my mistake and I am not aware of what I had done. Then he told further if our team not ready to take me, then I will go with another village team. Actually others were scared, he might die in sabarimalai forest, and there were incidents like that. He was so strong and told if it was my mistake let me die there itself. He went to sabarimalai and returned safely to village,everyone was surprised by him. This was about 40 years before, my recent visit to sabarimalai made me to feel very bad because of huge money flow and other factors.
Whenever I close my eyes I see ayyapan romaing in a forest garden and there is no huts and building except a small Dias and I heard a voice ayyapan went to ponnambala medu the old temple spot. Devotees are true and ayyapan is true only his office is moved to old place because of too much of noise pollution and air pollution.

Dreams

usually i never have any colorful dreams or dreams with heroines and girls. my dreams are unusual and bizarre only my mother used to give explanation, those explanations are unacceptable for me. because they are about spirits and village beliefs. but she never took it lightly and she insist me to believe those things. most of my dreams have a evolution scenario like until some period same dream will come again and again , then another one dream will be the land mark to remember in next period. its like that.
Until 10th Grade:
it was a beautiful forest and the path was full of yellow flowers and big big trees on the both sides but i was chasing by someone , though it was not breath taking scaring, but i was running and running. this dream i had till 10th std.
In 12th Grade:
it was a heap of mud and shit, i was trying to climb to go somewhere, but i couldn't, it was only dragging me down, finally i got a small cashew branch and when i pulled that branch to next side i saw my grandfather village.
my recent dreams are breath taking and complicated for me, even to recollect.
it was in the month of april-may 2008, i was in Calcutta for attending the interview in idsk. i stayed in hotel ashoka. at midnight i had a dream, where i was shouting on the street towards everyone to runaway from the street, but people are doing their own business. i woke up and i saw the time, it was 2:00am in night. had a small sleep and went for a walk at 3:30am in those streets to check my dreams. the city was busy with cart pullers who does loading works. i felt relieved but wondered what is that? i was getting ready for interview and in the bus stand i saw news papers and people talking about china earthquake with greatest scale ever.
in the month of aug2010, i was hospitalized for typhoid. usually the fever level will come down in 4-5 days in the second week. but for me the temperature was still and it was not came down. doctor was bit surprised and told "till tomorrow we will see and then we might decide to take him to trichy" the headache was intolerable. it was not a dream because i was not sleeping. the eyes was just closed and couldn't able to open, suddenly i found a bright light and mother marry( velankanni madha) appeared with child in golden color, it was for just few seconds and next day the temperature was quickly falling.
Very Recent.
i was coming out from strategy lab in iit delhi and went to toilet, while going go toilet i found two girls sitting on the way in rest room. one was wearing pink shirt and another one was blackish green. when i entered into the toilet, it was not like toilet. there were four walls, the sky was visible and i found menses clothes and girls clothes on the sides and corners. but they were properly arranged. there were four rooms like and no water tub but the floor was clean and wet. i found a girl was coming out from one room, then i thought i entered into girls compound. moving from there, i opened a door and i found my uncle and sister (relatives) in a home, uncle was in unusual color and sitting still and sister was having a plate full of rice but the spinach gravey. she told me to have that rice, heard my mother voice of not to feed the relative (guest) with the spinach rice, but then it was my favorite variety so just i had a pinch of white rice with mild greens from the corner of the plate.
the next dream
i went for shopping and i found a white cap was good and i asked the price from the shopkeeper, he told 650rs. i was only having 200rs. there were two people as shopkeeper both were muslims before that a person entered into his shop and whispered something in his ear, i was standing there, then he took the calculator and told, i will give this cap for 196rs.i was so happy that i was getting four rupees extra and cap within the budget. then the shop keeper gave a cap which was not as i saw before, it was more beautiful and attractive made of transparent material and blue color flowers over that cap as design. there itself i worn and i was laughing. after coming from shop i was surprised to see the table is full of big watches, toys and other things that i don't know what is that. and the table was full.
anyone could please tell me what these dreams are telling :) because i stopped discussing my dreams with my parents and relatives. because i myself felt these dreams as bizarre. :) moreover i receive a sort of message which i cant share with others but only i recheck. in this condition how can i have a romantic dreams :)

Brahma Ragasiyam Pesum Sarguru- Hidden Secrets

now number of cars are increased,so every where pollution, people want to move fast here and there. the floating population is increasing in major cities and villages are also getting polluted by fake commercials and medias. since the vehicles and fast life became the order of the day pollution increased and we are cutting trees(spirit worship) every where and not planting trees. so its hard to breath and lungs and other disorders are become common among people. so in order to avoid the chaos and traffic problem and delay in reaching to the destiny will be answered by vallalar secrets.
here are the RULES:
1) WEAR HELMET.
"kosathai kavasathaal maraikkavaum,adhu pol,uchi marbu pondra paghuthigalaum maraikkavum" (cover the chest, head and hip)-vallalar. since the road is easy and smooth there is a possibilities of frequent accident, so to protect our head we need to wear helmet (smoke will be very common). one need not to cover whole body, it is suggestible to have a small cap or handkerchief to cover head when we feel depressed or disturbed.
2) TAKE DIVERSION
naan varum varai aruperum jothi andavanidanil akkarai seluthungal" (until i come again u people focus on arutperunjothi andavar)-vallalar. since smoke will be high in these period, we couldn't able to see clearly, that's why illegal relationships are increasing, sex and abuses are common in working place and in common places. the storm will be high and vision will be low. so its high time to open the third eye. when we cant able to see through our eyes, we could sense the obstacles and barriers through our third eyes. so more than pooja, yaga, and parikramas, in this time we have to do prayer like muslims do. we have to sit for meditation (no need any special classes and fake masters) just pray by heart ponder on divine grace.
3) SWITCH ON THE HEAD LIGHT
in order to open the third eye vallalr talk about some stimulant that help to achieve in opening the third eye. the stimulant are sugar, light, food that increase the body heat like pepper,spinanch (ponnankanni) and so on. so it is important to light lamp in home. we can find lamp in evey worshipping place. in mosques we can see small light in their wall. in church despite candles we can see small bulb near the alter. so light is important. lighting lamp using sesame oil is much better. i found many muslims who have black spot over their head (frequent namas) are behaved very good. i hope now its visible. prayer and meditation opens the head light.
4) POLLUTION CHECK
thiruvalluvar spoke about worldly and heavenly affairs in one , one chapter but he spoke on not coveting others wives(piran manai nokkamai nadru) in two separate chapters. it is not about appreciating the beauty but it is about troubling the good family and mind setup. we know what we do. so already pollution is high, it will be good and decent to check the pollution level of our vehicle often. this will not only help to reach our destiny soon but also we can avoid the fusing bulb. when the bulb fused we cant see clearly, either we get scoldings on the roadside or accident is assured. cant everyone say "there are no accidents"
5) RESPECT ROAD RULES
fast and irritation on the road side will make everyone quickly to move away to home, we need to have patience to respect the road rules. the road rules are accept the parents guidance because they know the traffic and traffic rules. when there is sign board of "NO SMOKING" kindly avoid smoking in public places and work places. safe driving is more preferable than rash driving. because we have kids and women on board. finally happy journey and safe driving.
ARUTPERUM JOTHI
THANIPERUM KARUNAI

Poisonous Snake

Yesterday morning got up went for prayer and thought of buying greeting card for my guru so went to near by shop but it was not open then I thought of going to near by perumal temple (as always) went there and worshipped ,it was awesome experience. After coming from temple I thought of buying a pants and greeting cards. So I went to market, there I brought greeting card. Thursday Morning usually I take breakfast because pogha is my favorite dish. Yesterday morning I wasn’t felt like having pogha. So I just had milk and went to temple and market. There in market I was so hungry, I was searching momo’s to have as breakfast. But I couldn’t able to take momos, I was still hungry, near to the milk shop I found a man selling channa (black gram) so I went there and I asked one to eat. He gave the fresh channa soaked in water. Had one handful then I asked for the boiled one. But he mistook (?) and gave soaked channa, he covered his face, probably cold. In the second round I found a balk and white small snake skin like piece. I was bit worried about his morning business and remembered our Tamil movie comedy “we will remove the rat and upload the marriage food. So I smiled and ate, third round I asked again and he gave the boiled one. Taste was differing. But I thought salt might be less. Then came to hostel and posted the greetings and worshipped nearby god. There I brought butter milk and again two packs of channa from the nearby shop , I found one pack was unsealed a thump size opening was there in one pack. Thursday night I was aroused and got severe head ache it was unusual as compared to earlier. Camera, monitor, angel guiding and cautioning, despite this it was happened. So I was guided to have foreplay for about half an hour (slide shows ) to my surprise the head ache was gone but I was having a moorka gunam (raw attitude) and slept.
Next day Friday I woke up and had some chips like breakfast and went to shop to get onion and tomato to mix with the channa(black gram) and eat. There I found the shopkeeper sleeping, it was very unusual. After getting onion and tomato I took few coriander leaves also. Came to room and ate. Afternoon I had lunch of curd rice and pickle with two puppad. After coming to room I was lying to take a nap. Suddenly I got a unbelievable and un bearable headache not completely over my head but only on the left side of above eye brow and particularly to the area of small stone size, felt like someone was hardly hitting my head. Pain was kept on increasing. Went to the level of completely blocking the eye sight, yesterday evening also I had water flowing down from eyes and got translucent sight. So I was not able to think anything. It was a killer pain suddenly went out of room and breathed in the fresh air, felt bit aright when I came back and tried to sleep in room again the pain was increasing and it was only getting worst, now head ache and stomach ache , so took the white warm coat and sat near to the lawn I was completely switched off, suddenly got watery mouth (water like saliva started to flow out) got vomiting sensation and I was asked by the worker to go to washbasin, within reaching there I vomited and just curd rice came it grayish white and I found a small green color match stick size in the midst of white rice and the torture and trouble lasted for one hour after a painful vomiting , I came to room and slept peacefully till 6:45pm. As always I received a interesting comments. But the experience was unimaginable. Miss elle trying to impress her husband Just by torturing me.
Don’t eat on the road side. Kindly eat in your mother and wife hand. Stars cannot support us every time. we have to appreciate others effort and love despite preoccupation because who knows, it might even save you from death to at least donne a peaceful sleep.

How We Can Win In Transition

The winning strategy is simple, instead of knowing your strength, first know your enemy and his/her strength and weakness. Every planet has its own strength and weakness. And among those planets Saturn, rahu and kethu are paava kiraanal(sin oriented planet). They are the judge and the jailer. So it was strictly said to me not to touch women and particularly virgins. Everyone abused me when they saw my birth chart about my character (suppose to say like that only) so I was worried and scared. 27 was the worst time in my life, can’t eat in time, can’t drink what I want, and can’t stay where I am comfortable. Had A mixed feel of pain and frustration. Daringly crossed the road, least bothered about life and happiness and I was Inviting death. For each and everything need to run between the pillars. Often I slept while travelling. Only for countable days where I slept in peace. (tata veedu). 29 came, jenna entered. She got corrupted by money because of Hollywood star so she abused me by pinching me often. Iam supposed to meet my angel in 10 months. But it’s delayed to 1.5 years. In this year she was enjoying power, money, attention and status. The reason behind is she is continue to abuse me. (Actually she lost in kethu transtition ) because in this time one suppose not to enjoy those stuffs. So Saturn needs a reason to hit her. We know great empires came to an end in Indian soil. Her arrogance went to extreme when she decided to scape me and my girl. Blessed are always blessed. Here comes the pain and the lesson.
Often found the black shadow hiding near me. Couldn’t able to sleep properly. She took my old files and smoked my brother to apply dirt to our family. And few months were the worst part of my life. Though my girl is helping me but she was blackmailed to pluck the rose from her hand. We were arrested by jenna. She continues to smoke in Whouse telling that she could bring light there. Finally by vallalar grace she was knocked out. Amazed by angel play. Then the second level was taken to mohini land. It was the Worst and horrible experience. Me, amit and sumant went for outing and returned to room. Similarly There in US, my guardian angel was smoked to send with head. He was fabulously offering deal to my guardian angel. She was smoked and confused, as always she came out by using the veto card and slept that night just to come out from the deal and smoke. Here same night in hotel from 10:00 pm to 2:00 pm someone trying to enter into my body. I got a feel of raping and pain of not answering the sexual need. It was worst and horrible. Exactly at 2:00 pm I saw a small white creature fall under my feet and went away. Then I saw my face in mirror and never saw such a kind of my face. Red eyes, bulged cheek distracted hair and blown away head. Actually I never touched my head. This was the experience. After that I was alright and went to guruvayoor.
Then the work was given to male in mohini land. He played dirty and hard. This is called yeeval (sending someone). This person identified my protecting gate and tried to blown them. Thanks to my guardian angel I was sent there at night 11:00 pm to watch the gate. Then found big white images following and scaring me many times I was only laughing though mildly scared about my few pressing sins. One night I saw someone bringing nail to my head ,when I opened my eyes it was vanished. Yesterday was the climax and the lesson starts here. I was strictly told not to touch a women and virgin. Though my mother protected me (whenever she goes to market she lock the garden side fence and front side fence) similarly my randfather follows every of my activites like to whom iam talking and where iam going. Smetimes it was irritating and humiliating. We know the reason. But still I tried with few but nothing happened. This yeeval usally done with the spirits of horror death. The dead person in our and their relative circle whose soul is roaming here before going to judgement. Theses souls usually will be the soul committed suicide , died in accident and poison case. These dead souls are not allowed for judgment until their given time is over on earth ( the given period is 60 but u committed suicide in 30 then ur asked stay till 60) only few cases where they are ought to end by fire or poison who has a purpose will be taken for judgment. Since I haven’t touched any women or girl from outside the boundary. This yeeval was done by using my own relative spirits. This person from mohini land tried with everyone like pallan, uncle who died with sabarimala woes and another one uncle. Everyone said no for the known reason. My second grandfather a drunkard and constant trouble giver for my grandfather and his family, was pushed towards me because some reasons like my uncle felt relieved and no one cried except my mom. My second grandfather loves his wife, she alone cried for a year every evening, by abusing every one. So this person (mohini) used this card of wife love and others feel of relief. Though he likes me a lot. He was pushed by above factors. Everyone knows my closeness with my grandfather. Yesterday While I was sleeping I found a dog bites my amulet, I was shocked and stunned, suddenly I spoke by saying take this shit also, this dog dropped the amulet ate that. I didn’t let it down, I catched it.(Know your dog :)) usually alarm will not ring if the known person come to home. That is dog will not bark if it see the known person.
I hope the lesson is vivid now. You lose in transition if you burnt your finger in hot pie or smking hard nicotine. Kethu known for mysticism, tantric and superhuman activities. He is the pen karagan(attached with women) and gana karagan(searching for wisdom) for both he use the women. In this circumstance if I touched a virgin or others wife then it might have been easy for that mohini person to do yeeval by choosing the dead spirit from their family or community to destroy. Yesterday it seems he closed the magic show. Learning from kalabhairava is painful but outcome is always positive. we can overcome our fate by right mindfulness- tamil proverb.