thiruvannamalai(abode of siddhars)

thiruvannamalai(abode of siddhars)

Thursday, June 14, 2012

Kalabiras Part-II: From Atlantis To Ariankavu
























The journey starts from atlantis to ariankavu. Tamils (the pandiyas) are one of the tribes from atlantis. We will discuss about atlantis and the tribes later. Now the focus is on tamils as one of the atlantis tribe. It is very evident tamils moved from ocean land to the main land. The sangam was shifted three times by pandya king. So pandiyas were the first and the foremost Tamil ruler. When pandiyas shifted from the ocean land to present Madurai. The present Madurai kingdaom was ransacked by the kalabiras (the mixed race people) so the pandiya king took refuge in Travancore kingdom and the king became the friend of pandiya and gave him 18 mountains with 1000sqft land for his friend to establish pandiya kingdom . Here one question we have to think, why the pandiyan king had not asked the coastal region whereas he asked the mountain and forest region?.So it is evident that pandiyas had the ocean atrocity shock(kadal khol). So how we know how many tribes pandiyas had? And what was their culture? Sastha will be the answer.
Sasthavu
Sasthavu is the answer for the question of how many tribes pandiya kingdom initially had. Initially pnadiyas had two major tribes they are saivan and mayavan. To put it in present term both saivite and vaisnavite are major tribe of pandiyan kingdom.(vaisnavite were the lost tribe, means moved away from the original practices.) how it is confirmed? The first moved tribes along with pandya king was took hideout in the deeper souther of tamil nadu while the king went to Travancore. Every old unaffected settlement of tamils had only two tribes that is saivan and mayavan.these two tribes exchanges bride and bridegrooms where as in the later part they stopped talking to each other and they don’t take food and water from one another. The later evolution of the both tribe in cultural exchange created animosity between them and stopped the relations.
Saivan And Mayavan
From saivan derives sivan and the followers of shivan are called as saivities . similarly from mayavan derives maya manavan (mayakannan) and the followers of mayavan are mayavities which later derived as vaisnavities (Sanskrit term) shiva is heart oriented god and Vishnu is intellect oriented god. Parvathi sthe sister of Vishnu ! so this relationship got affected among both tribes ,so they both stopped cultural exchange from within the two tribes. There is a tamil proverb “nadaka malaichavan sittapan vitla ponnu katnan” (meaning is , one is called as lazy who took girl in his second father home ) this wis where vaisnavities lost . till today ouor village don’t have separate mother deity for both where as they have father deity as Madurai veeran. After our worship, they come separately with their people and worship. Very interesting observation here is , the drums instrument s are with one tribe (nandhi!!) and the kombu which is the wind instrument is with the mayavan sect (lord krishna’s flute) I love their kombu, their girls are beautiful and our males are good looking. Parvathi is from mayavan sect (sister of Vishnu).so connecting the earlier earlier paragraph with sasthavu (embodiment of shiva and Vishnu)
He is not a symbol of shivite and vaisnavite unity but he is the source of their(pandiyan) history. To further support the analysis lets discuss about utharavaai(literal meaning bloody mouth).
Utharavaai: Bloody Mouth
 Utharavai means the heavy feast to their clan deity. When the feast was given to our clan deity the three days from the feast is called as utharvaai. Which means the tribes avoid every family function for three days.(god will be in full mappu ! drousy conditition. Our god akkini veeran has got three days as uthirvaai and mayavans deity Madurai veeran has got 5 days of utharavaai. Our god akkiniveeran is yogi and their god is bhogi(who enjoys more ). Akkini veeran is the ferocious form of shiva where as Madurai veeran is present Vishnu. Shiva is yogi so just 3 days and Vishnu is bhoghi so 5 days of happiness.
Gographical Location:
The third settlement of pandiyan tribes avoided both water bodies and mountains. Mostly I had seen these tribes settled in region where there is no river body or mountains. These tribes are densely settled in the forest between pandruti and virudhachalam in cuddalore district ! (Clue). And both the border has river and they lived in the middle of the forest. Most of the akkini veeran worship are seen in these geographical area. Karupusami, poomaalaiappar, sudalimada sami are out of these settlements. Until the british arrival they were highly pure race and undisturbed. Stunning question is who guided them to reach here? How they found the rivers as demarcation line(not to cross) both the tribes have no knowledge about fishing and technology used for fishing (probably they want to avoid)one thing is sure they still carry the shock of ocean ,our people when they went to velankanni ,I found my grandmother, took a handful of sea water and drizzled over her head and walked out of sea (the answer was we should not bath in sea!!). the evening dryfish gravey smell in the village gives incomparable ecstasy, now recent entrants (new ugly women) are squeezing wheat floor for dinner!!!.mayavan is the last person in the village to have kombu(the last instrumentalist). We had the Best astrologers though still few are there. One thing is clear about the village; just 400 years of American expansion completely damaged the red Indians where as these people could able to survive for 1000s of years and I hope they continue the tradition.

With all my love and prayer this piece of work I dedicate to my grand mother who always tell our glorious past to me. (we had a text called akkini kattu,(the holy scripture) it was burnt along with my grandmother’s home).






Monday, May 14, 2012

SHIVA AND SAKTHI

One of the Upanishad explains the sex as like this. The vagina (yoni) is the yaga pit, the male pouring ghee in it and performing holy ritual the fumes are the hairs and in that process the life generates. Continuing this yaga process there is one stage called poornaagudhi. Where the respective sage/priest will offer the amirtha Paagam to his respective god. The god will appear in the fire to receive the amirtha paagam. This is called power of disciple. If we often invoke lord shiva in yaga and offer amirtha paagam then shiva gets strength and becomes strong to answer his devotees. Similarly the amirtha paagam of one’s wife must reach to her husband. thats how shiva (husband) receives strength from sakthi(wife). If the faith and devotion is fake and cheating then husband will not receive strength. It’s like thefting the power from electricity circuit. It is not one has to be a billionaire because of his wifes faith but it’s a matter of devotion and protection. These days iam only seeing father is in heaven and sons are in pubs and parties. We forgot the concept of Shiva and shakthi. Just think when they give initiation they say to us , we should not allow others to sit in out mat. Here how you will receive the amirtha from your husband if the cosmic vibes confused of who is the shiva of whose shakthi ? That’s why we need to invoke shiva to establish righteousness. When we became shiva obviously they will become shakthi. Otherwise one size fits all.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Kalabiras: The Dark Age of Tamil History Part I


its all about the idea of giving back  :) kalabiras in tamil history considered to be the dark age of tamils. most of the sangam lieratures and text were burned and tamils identities and deities were put outside the settlements. when the deities were put outside of settlement it is obivious the people were also put out and used merely for menial works by the new settlers. what happened and who is responsible?  shockingly the man behind this dark age was none other than a tamil himself but spoken sanskrit he is CHANAKYA or vishnu gupta (got a clue). the background of tamil history and settlers could be explained later because its easy, but now i would like to shed light on dark age and to untie the knot.
history says chanakya was born in bihar (first mistake). chanakya the person who ran away from tamilnadu was hiden in bihar. till today bihar brahmins are known for equally ortodox with tamil brahmins. what actually happened? and why chanakya ran away from tamilnadu? its obivious, survival of the fittest. the tamil society was the idealistic society had mostly jains and buddhist, the king and kingdom had no attachment towards the religious affairs, the state strictly followed the secular approach in administration. chanakya from one group of brahmin had a realistic view or a moral free view in admistration and other affairs which only concentrates the winning factor, where as tamil way of warfare is entirely different, tamils put the women and children and old peoples in a safe place and war occurs in the isolated area where only the kings and warriors die. if we see the arthasatra it teaches completely the opposite way of warfare using women and kid as a war weapon. so the ideology clash and personal humiliation of chanakya by rulers who were not ready to accept his ideas made him to move away from tamil land and further more.there is a tamil proverb "the worm becomes the stink bee by receiving continuous stinks". this is what happened with chanakya. the nanda's in the north (sudhras) and pandhyas in the south were the son of soil. others were settlers. both the kingdom was overthrown by a single brain called chanakya. anyone can cross check with the chronology of tamil history and indian history. nandas were the one who insulted chanakya in their court.
surprisingly chanakyas first build empire was not built by a brahmin or satriy ka but again by a low birth person called chandra gupta!. when chanakya was insulted by a nanda ruler in the ministerial assembly, chanakya told them he would overthrow the kingdom itself. as usual they laughed at him and he walked out with great humiliation. while he was walking on the street he found a small boy called chandra gupta (later name, get a clue here skanda gupta) who was bravely playing warrior game with his friends though he was not from warrior class. actually mauriya derived from a word mayura, chandra gupta belong to the class of workers who collect peacock feathers and make decorative articles to home and other places. when chanakya found chandra gupta's bravery he asked his interest to learn the war tactics and other ministerial sciences, chandragupta was ready to go with chanakya and chanakya took chandra gupta with their parents permission. then how this surname gupta came.  the literal meaning of gupt means "away from others" chanakya was away from others, chandragupta was away from others similalry chanakya chosen a group of people and took them away from others and train them in war skills and administrative skills. those people were gurellias and anti-social elements, according to governments. those group of people trained by chanakya overthrone nanda kingdom in north and infiltrated till satavahanas empire the present andhra. from here history book says the remaining story of kalabhiras are from andhra. though they established empire they couldnt able to infiltrate into tamilnadu as easily they had done in other regions. so they settled in andhra and got mixed with cholas. kalabiras= kalapirargal (the mixed race).
once accuried the tamil knowledge and tamil culture, through alliances and merger and accusition they could able to infiltrate into tamil land. if they truely loved our culture and land why they destroyed our literature and text and gods? the returned force from north was a sanskrit force which couldnt able to withstand with tamil text and knowledge. inorder to avoid further confusion and kios along with merger and accutition they deleted the brand name "tamil brand" and cameout with mixed brand name which we are using now. skanda gupta is a classic example.
there are lot of connections and fabrications in tamil history and indian history but chanakya was the single brain behind this establishment of indian empire which was not there in history.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Enga Ayyapan


How many of us know the root of lord ayyapan, this is the history, lord ayyapan was the clan deity of pandya kingdom. As it was familiar in Tamil history there was a constant rival between three major settlers (chera,chola and pandya). When the pandhyan king was thrown out of his kingdom, he ran to chera kingdom and took refuge in travancore. Later on the Travancore king became good friend of pandhya who took refugee and made him as king of pandala which was a part of Travancore and ayyapan belongs to pandala king who was a pandaya by origin. So by history it’s clear.
Now if we go to any temple, we can find the kodimaram(the wooden flag tree) over there, we can find the vehicle of the respective god. if we go to Shiva temple we can find bull, in Vishnu temple one eagle alwar ,similarly if we go to ayyapan temple we can find horse over the kodimaram. Lord ayyapan has got no relation with horse then why there is a horse in kodimaram? There must be a tiger in kodimaram. But instead, there is a horse. We can identify the owner by his vehicle. In every ayyapan temple sastha( is the moolavar) is the god in sanctum, who is the clan deity of pandya kingdom. Ayyapan was one of the princes of pandhala kingdom who renounced the crown and went for ascetic life. This religious group with fanatic attitude changed the statue and posture of ayyapan externally, but pooja’s and rituals are carried out for sastha, that’s why we find horse in kodimaram, remember one tamil rural incident that I narrated about sending the force(he told, I sent my Whitehorse). Basically there are eight guarding spirits for eight directions; sasta is one of the guarding spirits of eight directions.
Now why this change? If the priest is really not powerful he can’t sit near to the yaga pit and perform the yaga, as high the flame as powerful must be the priest, sasta the powerful guarding spirit was made as a child in meditation, though can’t underestimate, it’s easy to play with kid than with the man. Anyway we know the story of ayyapan killing mahishi. I used to ask my mom about the ayyapan devotees in her childhood days and I was stunned by her narration. Those people who take sabarimalai woes were highly spirited people , 40 days they lead a strict ascetic life. This is the real incident, a man had a fight with his wife and wife suddenly holding his maalai (ayyapan rosary) and pluck it, so that to stop him to go to sabarimalai, he warned twice but the fight was increased, suddenly this man sliced her throat and ran into forest, he never came for any of the cremation ritual and his co-ayyapan devotees are asked him to withdraw from the sabarimalai woes because of death ceremony. He told nothing doing, I will not withdraw because it was not my mistake and I am not aware of what I had done. Then he told further if our team not ready to take me, then I will go with another village team. Actually others were scared, he might die in sabarimalai forest, and there were incidents like that. He was so strong and told if it was my mistake let me die there itself. He went to sabarimalai and returned safely to village,everyone was surprised by him. This was about 40 years before, my recent visit to sabarimalai made me to feel very bad because of huge money flow and other factors.
Whenever I close my eyes I see ayyapan romaing in a forest garden and there is no huts and building except a small Dias and I heard a voice ayyapan went to ponnambala medu the old temple spot. Devotees are true and ayyapan is true only his office is moved to old place because of too much of noise pollution and air pollution.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Dreams


usually i never have any colorful dreams or dreams with heroines and girls. my dreams are unusual and bizarre only my mother used to give explanation, those explanations are unacceptable for me. because they are about spirits and village beliefs. but she never took it lightly and she insist me to believe those things. most of my dreams have a evolution scenario like until some period same dream will come again and again , then another one dream will be the land mark to remember in next period. its like that.
Until 10th Grade:
it was a beautiful forest and the path was full of yellow flowers and big big trees on the both sides but i was chasing by someone , though it was not breath taking scaring, but i was running and running. this dream i had till 10th std.
In 12th Grade:
it was a heap of mud and shit, i was trying to climb to go somewhere, but i couldn't, it was only dragging me down, finally i got a small cashew branch and when i pulled that branch to next side i saw my grandfather village.
my recent dreams are breath taking and complicated for me, even to recollect.
it was in the month of april-may 2008, i was in Calcutta for attending the interview in idsk. i stayed in hotel ashoka. at midnight i had a dream, where i was shouting on the street towards everyone to runaway from the street, but people are doing their own business. i woke up and i saw the time, it was 2:00am in night. had a small sleep and went for a walk at 3:30am in those streets to check my dreams. the city was busy with cart pullers who does loading works. i felt relieved but wondered what is that? i was getting ready for interview and in the bus stand i saw news papers and people talking about china earthquake with greatest scale ever.
in the month of aug2010, i was hospitalized for typhoid. usually the fever level will come down in 4-5 days in the second week. but for me the temperature was still and it was not came down. doctor was bit surprised and told "till tomorrow we will see and then we might decide to take him to trichy" the headache was intolerable. it was not a dream because i was not sleeping. the eyes was just closed and couldn't able to open, suddenly i found a bright light and mother marry( velankanni madha) appeared with child in golden color, it was for just few seconds and next day the temperature was quickly falling.
Very Recent.
i was coming out from strategy lab in iit delhi and went to toilet, while going go toilet i found two girls sitting on the way in rest room. one was wearing pink shirt and another one was blackish green. when i entered into the toilet, it was not like toilet. there were four walls, the sky was visible and i found menses clothes and girls clothes on the sides and corners. but they were properly arranged. there were four rooms like and no water tub but the floor was clean and wet. i found a girl was coming out from one room, then i thought i entered into girls compound. moving from there, i opened a door and i found my uncle and sister (relatives) in a home, uncle was in unusual color and sitting still and sister was having a plate full of rice but the spinach gravey. she told me to have that rice, heard my mother voice of not to feed the relative (guest) with the spinach rice, but then it was my favorite variety so just i had a pinch of white rice with mild greens from the corner of the plate.
the next dream
i went for shopping and i found a white cap was good and i asked the price from the shopkeeper, he told 650rs. i was only having 200rs. there were two people as shopkeeper both were muslims before that a person entered into his shop and whispered something in his ear, i was standing there, then he took the calculator and told, i will give this cap for 196rs.i was so happy that i was getting four rupees extra and cap within the budget. then the shop keeper gave a cap which was not as i saw before, it was more beautiful and attractive made of transparent material and blue color flowers over that cap as design. there itself i worn and i was laughing. after coming from shop i was surprised to see the table is full of big watches, toys and other things that i don't know what is that. and the table was full.
anyone could please tell me what these dreams are telling :) because i stopped discussing my dreams with my parents and relatives. because i myself felt these dreams as bizarre. :) moreover i receive a sort of message which i cant share with others but only i recheck. in this condition how can i have a romantic dreams :)

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Brahma Ragasiyam Pesum Sarguru- Hidden Secrets


now number of cars are increased,so every where pollution, people want to move fast here and there. the floating population is increasing in major cities and villages are also getting polluted by fake commercials and medias. since the vehicles and fast life became the order of the day pollution increased and we are cutting trees(spirit worship) every where and not planting trees. so its hard to breath and lungs and other disorders are become common among people. so in order to avoid the chaos and traffic problem and delay in reaching to the destiny will be answered by vallalar secrets.
here are the RULES:
1) WEAR HELMET.
"kosathai kavasathaal maraikkavaum,adhu pol,uchi marbu pondra paghuthigalaum maraikkavum" (cover the chest, head and hip)-vallalar. since the road is easy and smooth there is a possibilities of frequent accident, so to protect our head we need to wear helmet (smoke will be very common). one need not to cover whole body, it is suggestible to have a small cap or handkerchief to cover head when we feel depressed or disturbed.
2) TAKE DIVERSION
naan varum varai aruperum jothi andavanidanil akkarai seluthungal" (until i come again u people focus on arutperunjothi andavar)-vallalar. since smoke will be high in these period, we couldn't able to see clearly, that's why illegal relationships are increasing, sex and abuses are common in working place and in common places. the storm will be high and vision will be low. so its high time to open the third eye. when we cant able to see through our eyes, we could sense the obstacles and barriers through our third eyes. so more than pooja, yaga, and parikramas, in this time we have to do prayer like muslims do. we have to sit for meditation (no need any special classes and fake masters) just pray by heart ponder on divine grace.
3) SWITCH ON THE HEAD LIGHT
in order to open the third eye vallalr talk about some stimulant that help to achieve in opening the third eye. the stimulant are sugar, light, food that increase the body heat like pepper,spinanch (ponnankanni) and so on. so it is important to light lamp in home. we can find lamp in evey worshipping place. in mosques we can see small light in their wall. in church despite candles we can see small bulb near the alter. so light is important. lighting lamp using sesame oil is much better. i found many muslims who have black spot over their head (frequent namas) are behaved very good. i hope now its visible. prayer and meditation opens the head light.
4) POLLUTION CHECK
thiruvalluvar spoke about worldly and heavenly affairs in one , one chapter but he spoke on not coveting others wives(piran manai nokkamai nadru) in two separate chapters. it is not about appreciating the beauty but it is about troubling the good family and mind setup. we know what we do. so already pollution is high, it will be good and decent to check the pollution level of our vehicle often. this will not only help to reach our destiny soon but also we can avoid the fusing bulb. when the bulb fused we cant see clearly, either we get scoldings on the roadside or accident is assured. cant everyone say "there are no accidents"
5) RESPECT ROAD RULES
fast and irritation on the road side will make everyone quickly to move away to home, we need to have patience to respect the road rules. the road rules are accept the parents guidance because they know the traffic and traffic rules. when there is sign board of "NO SMOKING" kindly avoid smoking in public places and work places. safe driving is more preferable than rash driving. because we have kids and women on board. finally happy journey and safe driving.
ARUTPERUM JOTHI
THANIPERUM KARUNAI

Friday, January 6, 2012

Poisonous Snake


Yesterday morning got up went for prayer and thought of buying greeting card for my guru so went to near by shop but it was not open then I thought of going to near by perumal temple (as always) went there and worshipped ,it was awesome experience. After coming from temple I thought of buying a pants and greeting cards. So I went to market, there I brought greeting card. Thursday Morning usually I take breakfast because pogha is my favorite dish. Yesterday morning I wasn’t felt like having pogha. So I just had milk and went to temple and market. There in market I was so hungry, I was searching momo’s to have as breakfast. But I couldn’t able to take momos, I was still hungry, near to the milk shop I found a man selling channa (black gram) so I went there and I asked one to eat. He gave the fresh channa soaked in water. Had one handful then I asked for the boiled one. But he mistook (?) and gave soaked channa, he covered his face, probably cold. In the second round I found a balk and white small snake skin like piece. I was bit worried about his morning business and remembered our Tamil movie comedy “we will remove the rat and upload the marriage food. So I smiled and ate, third round I asked again and he gave the boiled one. Taste was differing. But I thought salt might be less. Then came to hostel and posted the greetings and worshipped nearby god. There I brought butter milk and again two packs of channa from the nearby shop , I found one pack was unsealed a thump size opening was there in one pack. Thursday night I was aroused and got severe head ache it was unusual as compared to earlier. Camera, monitor, angel guiding and cautioning, despite this it was happened. So I was guided to have foreplay for about half an hour (slide shows ) to my surprise the head ache was gone but I was having a moorka gunam (raw attitude) and slept.
Next day Friday I woke up and had some chips like breakfast and went to shop to get onion and tomato to mix with the channa(black gram) and eat. There I found the shopkeeper sleeping, it was very unusual. After getting onion and tomato I took few coriander leaves also. Came to room and ate. Afternoon I had lunch of curd rice and pickle with two puppad. After coming to room I was lying to take a nap. Suddenly I got a unbelievable and un bearable headache not completely over my head but only on the left side of above eye brow and particularly to the area of small stone size, felt like someone was hardly hitting my head. Pain was kept on increasing. Went to the level of completely blocking the eye sight, yesterday evening also I had water flowing down from eyes and got translucent sight. So I was not able to think anything. It was a killer pain suddenly went out of room and breathed in the fresh air, felt bit aright when I came back and tried to sleep in room again the pain was increasing and it was only getting worst, now head ache and stomach ache , so took the white warm coat and sat near to the lawn I was completely switched off, suddenly got watery mouth (water like saliva started to flow out) got vomiting sensation and I was asked by the worker to go to washbasin, within reaching there I vomited and just curd rice came it grayish white and I found a small green color match stick size in the midst of white rice and the torture and trouble lasted for one hour after a painful vomiting , I came to room and slept peacefully till 6:45pm. As always I received a interesting comments. But the experience was unimaginable. Miss elle trying to impress her husband Just by torturing me.
Don’t eat on the road side. Kindly eat in your mother and wife hand. Stars cannot support us every time. we have to appreciate others effort and love despite preoccupation because who knows, it might even save you from death to at least donne a peaceful sleep.