Time Meet the Two Worlds

It was a dream before deepawali in nov 2011. I was going to an old city and the bus and bus ticket was new to me the bus was climbing a slope and there were big walls, I was very happy after getting down and went to the place which was a urinated place and there I found a women lying in the old temple corridor and she was still like statue before her I found an un painted tarnished vallalar statue. The lady who lied in the temple corridor had half python body and it was slowly moving. Everyone was just seeing but not attending her. I saw lot of wooden blocks kept on the corners of the compound wall. I was highly moved by the cemented women with hip and below part as python and Its moving scene. This was the worst dream I ever had……….
A man(X) from the well settled family marrying to a girl and the man(X) felt he was cheated by his father because the girl was not of his expectation furthermore the man was insulted by his father because of his rational thinking and logic reasoning in everything. But the girl truly loved him. Hence the personal insult and the cheating business in marriage made the man (X) to move away from his home and home town to down south. The newly married wife of X was abused by the family members and misused by the old man (X father) . The man x who was good looking and intelligent engaged in export business and had a good rapport with foreigners and other business communities in the French colony. His compassion attitude and kind heartedness attracted the poor and needy to him. His frustration and longingness in personal life made him to eat everywhere and every variety.
The rich and compassionate x man developed a fort for him and his dependents and he taken care of their needs. A great sage of india in French colony was one his contemporaries. This attitude of compassion and frustration in personal life made him to give harsh punishments to the unfaithful bedmates and business people. Shiva shattered shakthi’s body in pieces and dissolved in nearby ocean. The X man wife’s love towards him was real and she was longing for him. The man in down south also not happy about his personal life, except helping others. Here the betrayer was the old man who used x wife for his personal thirst. The X in south, developed as a DON and invincible, a couple from America came to port city regarding business and the x man and American wife swiftly had relation but in turn her husband was cheating in x man’s business and the American couple went with that money. The person who was tried to poison X food on birthday was a loyal friend of X. however he was turned to as betrayer was later butchered. Now that man in women is studying in best institution in Delhi.
The person who tried to take over the x man’s position was continuously supplying dope and girls is now he himself is a dope and manipulates stories to news paper. The shattered shakthi’s bodies took form as shakthis and the sin is following. Most of the men took the women form because just to follow as a sin and most of the x man’s miraculous escapes are in the water body and near the water body. One of x man childhood friend is in the best place of financial capital often wears black sportswear and goes from 10 to ground with tennis bat. So good and bad was identified everywhere. Finally the x and his wife died out of heart attack. The good part was in the judgment day both x and his wife decided to marry again. So the stars of x have to take a bizarre constellation. This is due to x mans compassion, butchering and the love of his wife. This could be supported by a small incident, the x mans fist threat came as a chicken pox (red rashes ) over the body and his color got much darker on the same year the x man’s wife was born in north. The x child man was escaped at his 5th age.
When the intelligence lead to the level of arrogance kalabhairava emerge. My second uncle told one tamil folk story about kalabhairava. Both brahma and shiva had five head and look same. Brahma used to eat from shakthi when shiva sked about this to shakthi, regarding brahma eating in his home, shakthi told both have five head so I couldn’t able to identify who is Shiva and brahma (probably Brahma ate in the night) then shiva got angry and chopped Brahmans one head and made him to stay with four head. Probably shiva s colour changed because of that incident. Shiva went against the Brahma. That’s why saviors of human kind come in black color or from the lower strata of society. Jesus went against the Jews, prophet Mohamed took their separately to new heights, Krishna as a charioteer, karnan had the name of low birth and denied social respect. The flute in Krishna is a resemblance of sad meleody of personal life though enjoyed. Gurunanak was the poor farmer who cultivation his land. Buddha’s birth is explained as white elephant entering into his mom’s womb (white elephant 50/50. Later part of history is another big chapter. So Brahman wills continue to enjoy society status and also continue to lose his heads to the black force. The Brahman losing head is merely of his activities. The arrogant attitude of the old man spoiled a good life two people because the women was good in character and loyal to husband but the old man abused and misused her. One family incident might be the sample for the community degradation. So both the victims are sent as warriors to head the opponent team. Because as per the law of conservation, nature itself protect its subjects and conserve itself. So nature chooses someone who is nature friendly and strong. The climax could be losing the head. There are no accidents. (My favorite movie dialogue)

Zen Attitude

They say attitude is everything, some say attitude is altitude, how much height it your attitude that much height is your life goes. Thiruvalluvar says “ vellathanaiya malar neitam manthar tham ullathanayathu uyarvu” the meaning, is how much the water level increase also the lotus blooms over the water similalrly the height of the life depend on our height of heart. So what is zen attitude? It’s nothing but a good attitude :)to talk in surface term. Actually zen attitude is having deep route in bodhidharman teachings. His attitude became the base for zen attitude.
Zen Attitude.
A Buddhist monk was in his monastery, there was an intolerable winter. The monk suddenly took the wooden statue of Buddha broken it and put it in fire pit, disciples was shocked, the monk reply was I want the inner Buddha to be alive. This is Zen Attitude. This is nothing but inner search, inner learning and inner peace. Bodhi Dharman often spoke about the cause and conditions. Buddha spoke about the cause and the effect. The difference is what is applicable in his home land might not be applicable in Chinese land but the silence and meditation is applicable universally. This is what BohiDharman told. This silence and meditation has no religious, language, sex and territory barriers. That’s why Zen Buddhism could able to spread much faster and wider than original Buddhism. So Zen attitude is nothing but commonsense attitude applying a simple formula called cause and conditions.
Why I am like this? Because you are in this environment and the condition is, you are not ready to change. So you are like this. How can I change? Search for the causes of change and why (condition) you want to change? Then change comes easily. This is what Zen attitude. In Zen attitude everything is mind related. A god could appear in flame and also in statue but in Zen a god could appear in you :) but how can u see that god? This is where Zen attitude comes. When u Sit silently slowly separate u and inner being then u can see the god in your inner being. So in Zen what u see in you need not to be god but something that make u calm. Once you are calm u could able to think well, perform well and progress well. So attitude arises from mind and from mind arise thoughts and from thoughts arises the actions. So Zen attitude is Zen action.
The action must depend on cause and effect from Buddha point of view but action could depend on the cause and conditions from Bodhi Dharman point of view. In both of their views cause is same but bodhi Dharman told about condition. A man sleeps in platform (effect) because he lost his home in flood (cause). A man sleeps in the platform (effect) because this place is warm and safe (condition) . He could have stayed in neighbor village but why he came to sleep here (this is condition). This explains the zen attitude of seeing things. A Zen attitude for policy makers will be soon he must be given n with brick houses in his village itself.:)