thiruvannamalai(abode of siddhars)

thiruvannamalai(abode of siddhars)

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Dreams


usually i never have any colorful dreams or dreams with heroines and girls. my dreams are unusual and bizarre only my mother used to give explanation, those explanations are unacceptable for me. because they are about spirits and village beliefs. but she never took it lightly and she insist me to believe those things. most of my dreams have a evolution scenario like until some period same dream will come again and again , then another one dream will be the land mark to remember in next period. its like that.
Until 10th Grade:
it was a beautiful forest and the path was full of yellow flowers and big big trees on the both sides but i was chasing by someone , though it was not breath taking scaring, but i was running and running. this dream i had till 10th std.
In 12th Grade:
it was a heap of mud and shit, i was trying to climb to go somewhere, but i couldn't, it was only dragging me down, finally i got a small cashew branch and when i pulled that branch to next side i saw my grandfather village.
my recent dreams are breath taking and complicated for me, even to recollect.
it was in the month of april-may 2008, i was in Calcutta for attending the interview in idsk. i stayed in hotel ashoka. at midnight i had a dream, where i was shouting on the street towards everyone to runaway from the street, but people are doing their own business. i woke up and i saw the time, it was 2:00am in night. had a small sleep and went for a walk at 3:30am in those streets to check my dreams. the city was busy with cart pullers who does loading works. i felt relieved but wondered what is that? i was getting ready for interview and in the bus stand i saw news papers and people talking about china earthquake with greatest scale ever.
in the month of aug2010, i was hospitalized for typhoid. usually the fever level will come down in 4-5 days in the second week. but for me the temperature was still and it was not came down. doctor was bit surprised and told "till tomorrow we will see and then we might decide to take him to trichy" the headache was intolerable. it was not a dream because i was not sleeping. the eyes was just closed and couldn't able to open, suddenly i found a bright light and mother marry( velankanni madha) appeared with child in golden color, it was for just few seconds and next day the temperature was quickly falling.
Very Recent.
i was coming out from strategy lab in iit delhi and went to toilet, while going go toilet i found two girls sitting on the way in rest room. one was wearing pink shirt and another one was blackish green. when i entered into the toilet, it was not like toilet. there were four walls, the sky was visible and i found menses clothes and girls clothes on the sides and corners. but they were properly arranged. there were four rooms like and no water tub but the floor was clean and wet. i found a girl was coming out from one room, then i thought i entered into girls compound. moving from there, i opened a door and i found my uncle and sister (relatives) in a home, uncle was in unusual color and sitting still and sister was having a plate full of rice but the spinach gravey. she told me to have that rice, heard my mother voice of not to feed the relative (guest) with the spinach rice, but then it was my favorite variety so just i had a pinch of white rice with mild greens from the corner of the plate.
the next dream
i went for shopping and i found a white cap was good and i asked the price from the shopkeeper, he told 650rs. i was only having 200rs. there were two people as shopkeeper both were muslims before that a person entered into his shop and whispered something in his ear, i was standing there, then he took the calculator and told, i will give this cap for 196rs.i was so happy that i was getting four rupees extra and cap within the budget. then the shop keeper gave a cap which was not as i saw before, it was more beautiful and attractive made of transparent material and blue color flowers over that cap as design. there itself i worn and i was laughing. after coming from shop i was surprised to see the table is full of big watches, toys and other things that i don't know what is that. and the table was full.
anyone could please tell me what these dreams are telling :) because i stopped discussing my dreams with my parents and relatives. because i myself felt these dreams as bizarre. :) moreover i receive a sort of message which i cant share with others but only i recheck. in this condition how can i have a romantic dreams :)

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Brahma Ragasiyam Pesum Sarguru- Hidden Secrets


now number of cars are increased,so every where pollution, people want to move fast here and there. the floating population is increasing in major cities and villages are also getting polluted by fake commercials and medias. since the vehicles and fast life became the order of the day pollution increased and we are cutting trees(spirit worship) every where and not planting trees. so its hard to breath and lungs and other disorders are become common among people. so in order to avoid the chaos and traffic problem and delay in reaching to the destiny will be answered by vallalar secrets.
here are the RULES:
1) WEAR HELMET.
"kosathai kavasathaal maraikkavaum,adhu pol,uchi marbu pondra paghuthigalaum maraikkavum" (cover the chest, head and hip)-vallalar. since the road is easy and smooth there is a possibilities of frequent accident, so to protect our head we need to wear helmet (smoke will be very common). one need not to cover whole body, it is suggestible to have a small cap or handkerchief to cover head when we feel depressed or disturbed.
2) TAKE DIVERSION
naan varum varai aruperum jothi andavanidanil akkarai seluthungal" (until i come again u people focus on arutperunjothi andavar)-vallalar. since smoke will be high in these period, we couldn't able to see clearly, that's why illegal relationships are increasing, sex and abuses are common in working place and in common places. the storm will be high and vision will be low. so its high time to open the third eye. when we cant able to see through our eyes, we could sense the obstacles and barriers through our third eyes. so more than pooja, yaga, and parikramas, in this time we have to do prayer like muslims do. we have to sit for meditation (no need any special classes and fake masters) just pray by heart ponder on divine grace.
3) SWITCH ON THE HEAD LIGHT
in order to open the third eye vallalr talk about some stimulant that help to achieve in opening the third eye. the stimulant are sugar, light, food that increase the body heat like pepper,spinanch (ponnankanni) and so on. so it is important to light lamp in home. we can find lamp in evey worshipping place. in mosques we can see small light in their wall. in church despite candles we can see small bulb near the alter. so light is important. lighting lamp using sesame oil is much better. i found many muslims who have black spot over their head (frequent namas) are behaved very good. i hope now its visible. prayer and meditation opens the head light.
4) POLLUTION CHECK
thiruvalluvar spoke about worldly and heavenly affairs in one , one chapter but he spoke on not coveting others wives(piran manai nokkamai nadru) in two separate chapters. it is not about appreciating the beauty but it is about troubling the good family and mind setup. we know what we do. so already pollution is high, it will be good and decent to check the pollution level of our vehicle often. this will not only help to reach our destiny soon but also we can avoid the fusing bulb. when the bulb fused we cant see clearly, either we get scoldings on the roadside or accident is assured. cant everyone say "there are no accidents"
5) RESPECT ROAD RULES
fast and irritation on the road side will make everyone quickly to move away to home, we need to have patience to respect the road rules. the road rules are accept the parents guidance because they know the traffic and traffic rules. when there is sign board of "NO SMOKING" kindly avoid smoking in public places and work places. safe driving is more preferable than rash driving. because we have kids and women on board. finally happy journey and safe driving.
ARUTPERUM JOTHI
THANIPERUM KARUNAI

Friday, January 6, 2012

Poisonous Snake


Yesterday morning got up went for prayer and thought of buying greeting card for my guru so went to near by shop but it was not open then I thought of going to near by perumal temple (as always) went there and worshipped ,it was awesome experience. After coming from temple I thought of buying a pants and greeting cards. So I went to market, there I brought greeting card. Thursday Morning usually I take breakfast because pogha is my favorite dish. Yesterday morning I wasn’t felt like having pogha. So I just had milk and went to temple and market. There in market I was so hungry, I was searching momo’s to have as breakfast. But I couldn’t able to take momos, I was still hungry, near to the milk shop I found a man selling channa (black gram) so I went there and I asked one to eat. He gave the fresh channa soaked in water. Had one handful then I asked for the boiled one. But he mistook (?) and gave soaked channa, he covered his face, probably cold. In the second round I found a balk and white small snake skin like piece. I was bit worried about his morning business and remembered our Tamil movie comedy “we will remove the rat and upload the marriage food. So I smiled and ate, third round I asked again and he gave the boiled one. Taste was differing. But I thought salt might be less. Then came to hostel and posted the greetings and worshipped nearby god. There I brought butter milk and again two packs of channa from the nearby shop , I found one pack was unsealed a thump size opening was there in one pack. Thursday night I was aroused and got severe head ache it was unusual as compared to earlier. Camera, monitor, angel guiding and cautioning, despite this it was happened. So I was guided to have foreplay for about half an hour (slide shows ) to my surprise the head ache was gone but I was having a moorka gunam (raw attitude) and slept.
Next day Friday I woke up and had some chips like breakfast and went to shop to get onion and tomato to mix with the channa(black gram) and eat. There I found the shopkeeper sleeping, it was very unusual. After getting onion and tomato I took few coriander leaves also. Came to room and ate. Afternoon I had lunch of curd rice and pickle with two puppad. After coming to room I was lying to take a nap. Suddenly I got a unbelievable and un bearable headache not completely over my head but only on the left side of above eye brow and particularly to the area of small stone size, felt like someone was hardly hitting my head. Pain was kept on increasing. Went to the level of completely blocking the eye sight, yesterday evening also I had water flowing down from eyes and got translucent sight. So I was not able to think anything. It was a killer pain suddenly went out of room and breathed in the fresh air, felt bit aright when I came back and tried to sleep in room again the pain was increasing and it was only getting worst, now head ache and stomach ache , so took the white warm coat and sat near to the lawn I was completely switched off, suddenly got watery mouth (water like saliva started to flow out) got vomiting sensation and I was asked by the worker to go to washbasin, within reaching there I vomited and just curd rice came it grayish white and I found a small green color match stick size in the midst of white rice and the torture and trouble lasted for one hour after a painful vomiting , I came to room and slept peacefully till 6:45pm. As always I received a interesting comments. But the experience was unimaginable. Miss elle trying to impress her husband Just by torturing me.
Don’t eat on the road side. Kindly eat in your mother and wife hand. Stars cannot support us every time. we have to appreciate others effort and love despite preoccupation because who knows, it might even save you from death to at least donne a peaceful sleep.