thiruvannamalai(abode of siddhars)

thiruvannamalai(abode of siddhars)

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Dreams


usually i never have any colorful dreams or dreams with heroines and girls. my dreams are unusual and bizarre only my mother used to give explanation, those explanations are unacceptable for me. because they are about spirits and village beliefs. but she never took it lightly and she insist me to believe those things. most of my dreams have a evolution scenario like until some period same dream will come again and again , then another one dream will be the land mark to remember in next period. its like that.
Until 10th Grade:
it was a beautiful forest and the path was full of yellow flowers and big big trees on the both sides but i was chasing by someone , though it was not breath taking scaring, but i was running and running. this dream i had till 10th std.
In 12th Grade:
it was a heap of mud and shit, i was trying to climb to go somewhere, but i couldn't, it was only dragging me down, finally i got a small cashew branch and when i pulled that branch to next side i saw my grandfather village.
my recent dreams are breath taking and complicated for me, even to recollect.
it was in the month of april-may 2008, i was in Calcutta for attending the interview in idsk. i stayed in hotel ashoka. at midnight i had a dream, where i was shouting on the street towards everyone to runaway from the street, but people are doing their own business. i woke up and i saw the time, it was 2:00am in night. had a small sleep and went for a walk at 3:30am in those streets to check my dreams. the city was busy with cart pullers who does loading works. i felt relieved but wondered what is that? i was getting ready for interview and in the bus stand i saw news papers and people talking about china earthquake with greatest scale ever.
in the month of aug2010, i was hospitalized for typhoid. usually the fever level will come down in 4-5 days in the second week. but for me the temperature was still and it was not came down. doctor was bit surprised and told "till tomorrow we will see and then we might decide to take him to trichy" the headache was intolerable. it was not a dream because i was not sleeping. the eyes was just closed and couldn't able to open, suddenly i found a bright light and mother marry( velankanni madha) appeared with child in golden color, it was for just few seconds and next day the temperature was quickly falling.
Very Recent.
i was coming out from strategy lab in iit delhi and went to toilet, while going go toilet i found two girls sitting on the way in rest room. one was wearing pink shirt and another one was blackish green. when i entered into the toilet, it was not like toilet. there were four walls, the sky was visible and i found menses clothes and girls clothes on the sides and corners. but they were properly arranged. there were four rooms like and no water tub but the floor was clean and wet. i found a girl was coming out from one room, then i thought i entered into girls compound. moving from there, i opened a door and i found my uncle and sister (relatives) in a home, uncle was in unusual color and sitting still and sister was having a plate full of rice but the spinach gravey. she told me to have that rice, heard my mother voice of not to feed the relative (guest) with the spinach rice, but then it was my favorite variety so just i had a pinch of white rice with mild greens from the corner of the plate.
the next dream
i went for shopping and i found a white cap was good and i asked the price from the shopkeeper, he told 650rs. i was only having 200rs. there were two people as shopkeeper both were muslims before that a person entered into his shop and whispered something in his ear, i was standing there, then he took the calculator and told, i will give this cap for 196rs.i was so happy that i was getting four rupees extra and cap within the budget. then the shop keeper gave a cap which was not as i saw before, it was more beautiful and attractive made of transparent material and blue color flowers over that cap as design. there itself i worn and i was laughing. after coming from shop i was surprised to see the table is full of big watches, toys and other things that i don't know what is that. and the table was full.
anyone could please tell me what these dreams are telling :) because i stopped discussing my dreams with my parents and relatives. because i myself felt these dreams as bizarre. :) moreover i receive a sort of message which i cant share with others but only i recheck. in this condition how can i have a romantic dreams :)

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