me, pondicherry, french, alliance francaise, mother ashram, vinayagar temple and bsnl office :), this was the usual milestone i could see after 4:30pm during my stay in pondicherry. i enroled in alliance francaise to study french. first day of french class i couldnt able to attend becuase of gandhian seminare in the department. so i missed the ice breaking session in the french class. on the secnd day i went to class. days were moving, i never bther abut what others are thinking abt me, i just stay in the comfortable position. so i was least bother abut who is sitting where.
one day prof asked the students to ask questions to other stdents who we like. along with me a student from PEC(pondicherry engineering college) basically from arunachal pradesh, he was super cute. so when my turn came, i raised my head and opp to me a girl was sitting her name was christi ,so suddenly i asked her the question abt the pet dog. the class was silent, i dntknow why. then the turn was moving and prf called a girl swt it's ur turn. first time i saw that girl.
wow, not that poisnus beautiful but hmely round face with two jadai(spliting the hair into two and tieing). she turned towards us. me and that pec guy. and she asked question to that pec guy :). i dont know what and what went,i suddenly bowed my head down and took more than a minute to cme again, i was unaware whether others watched me or not. this pec guy was so happy and he was chatting all along in the bus till his college, but i was thinking abt what actually went wrong with me... horrible
weekend passed and on mnday we had film screening. everyone was waiting on the corridor, since i was ging from university usually i reach AF(alliance francaise) by 5:30 or 5:45 pm. that day also i went at 5:30 and on the corner i was gazing at the mango tree. suddenly a thought came to see where she's standing. when i turned my body and head to my surprise she was standing behind me. when i saw her, she was turning her head aside,then with hesitation,i said hai, she also said hai. thats it. we went for movie screening. on that day pec guy was not talking much.he also changed the place. but what a perfect girl she was. probably migrant telugu settled in tamilnadu. becuase she called her dad as naina.
days were moving we reached to the level of sitting next to each other( that is the big thing in our society) for six month i never had french book, i took notes in the note and shared her book. every level we had break of one month. after finishing the exams i ask the last question to her will u cme to next level? she used say ,i dont know i have to ask my father. untill i see her in the class my pulse rate goes till 110 :). i think it was third level she was not in the class. when i stood out. didero (very decent guy) told me" monseiur she is in the next class 6th room" i dnt know how to react to him so i smiled. interesting fact about her was she was becoming more and more beautiful and i could able see good external changes in her body.
the sad part was on the summer. with great fight and difficulties she joined in the summer.her father started to suspect and they got disturbed abut our relatinship. one day when she came from school i spoke to her. suddenly she asked me "why ur coming with me?" she never asked like that. but she didnt spoke anything again. i was also walking silently with her, suddenly from a shed three people approaching toards us, i coldnt able to understand anything. the lady who came took her and the man asked me "hey what u want ,who are u ,come lets go to police station" then i understood. i am trapped. those two were her parents and another one was to threaten me(gunda like :) . thousands of thouhts running in my mind. particularly what will be my parents reactions, how culd i call him. she was seeing me as helpless. i understood the meaning of her earlier pharse, she was trying to send me in the half way.
when we reached near to plice station, this gunda like person told ther father, that he look like good guy and also a student so we will slve this problem, he was a native pondicherrian. then they took me too two wheeler shed and her father was jumping up and down. the third person was contrling him, i stood silently. then this gunda like persn entered talking, he told if this continues i will smash u r face( moonchi kozhapicum). then i got angry, i tld them if u dare enough do it now. "let see what is happening. frm the first u both are treating me like a culprit. what u want to do ,u can do now",her father took two step back. arguments was btwn me and other. in the aruments nowhere i took her in, because to that extend she impressed me. finally i accepted it was my mistake to walk with ur daughter on the road. and her father got my email id, phone number, my home address and hstel address. everything was over by 6:15pm started started aroud 5:15pm.
what i admire about her is she was dare enough to love me irrespective of all thse prblems in that small age. then my astrlogical cnfiurations doesnt support at all for love at that time. but still she shwn me what is true love. thats the power of virginity. see, if sun is good position, u can kiss ur lover in the corner of bathroom, or there might be power cut where u both sitting. sun is known for hidden pleasures. but i was in the punishment period, where the star was aiting to punish me. there also she shared my pain. thats her greatness, loving in the difficult time and in difficult situations. cute brillaint girl must be in good collage some where. best part was we never touched each other thats wwhy we culd able to escape frm the bad situation, actually she helped me to overcome that horrible time.
getting a place in anyone's heart is not easy
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